INTRODUCTION
The following story , and the characters depicted are purely realistic..Someone whom we encounter in our daily life..May be we are NOT YET aware of the characters..If at all any gal or boy gets offended with this story, condemn the society ! I have just TRIED to depict that happens in our life, like I TRIED in my previous Stories !!
Good News : Much Much shorter than my previous stories !! Also 95% of the story is in english so that u can read faster !!! :-)
Bad News : Yu SHOULD knw English :P :P Especially the SMS and CHAT languages !!!!
Enough Said..
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Do not let your adorning be external—the braiding of hair and the putting on of gold jewelry, or the clothing you wear— 4 but let your adorning be the hidden person of the heart with the imperishable beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which in God’s sight is very precious. ~ 1 Peter 3:3-5
And it Begins..
“Hey should we really do this ??? What if we get caught ?” asked Mary.
“Yes.. I want to see him.. His cute face..I just love him.. Don’t u like to see that ?? “ I asked with much excitement
“Yea,, even I wish to see. . But why can’t we go during the weekend ? With UNCLE VINCENT’s permission?? “
“Aaaa stop. .U think he ll allow that easily ?? That too for this reason ?? NO WAYYYY.. I don’t like to run behind him for permission and moreover it’s gonna be a thriller experience tonight. . :-) :-) Yu knw wat? The first tym is always spl . Once u succeed in the 1st attempt, u can do the same nxt time anytime without any fear . . So lets try this :) “
There was so much confusion and fear in Mary’s face. Then she said
“Ok di .. Is it safe ?? Wy can’t we go tom mornin…?? Tis NIGHT thing.. I hate di :’( “ said Mary. There was indeed lot of fear in her face when she said it. . But I had NO FEAR. .
CHAPTER 1 – NANCY JOSEPH
If I want to tell about myself, all I can do is to show this church . My dad lived with me only for 6 years. I don’t remember much of his face except that he had a big mousche .He always told me not to FEAR for anything in life, and he used to twist and twirl his mousche whenever he said that. That’s the only thing I remember abt my dad-- His “NO FEAR” advice and his mousche, a symbol of courage . . After my dad passed away,my mom left me in this church leaving behind a bible in my hand . Uncle Vincent, the priest of the church, took care of me from then . I have no idea where my mom is .I wish she is dead. My dad and uncle gave me the feel that MEN are CARING to women .I wish I get one such MAN to be my partner. .
I had my primary education as well as this college life through the church and thus I feel bored here. . I don’t have much idea about the outside world since 90% of my life so far has been spent with the bible my mom gave me and Uncle Vincent :(:( I want to explore the world. I have always had this admiration for birds. They are so much free to move in this world. They don’t just move, they FLYYYY :D :D, which I like the most. I too wanted to fly out of this place.. FLYYY to every part of the world :D :D FLYY without a reason .
People around me call me as the most notorious gal. That’s true..It makes me never to feel lonely.. Durin my primary education days, on every Sunday prayer, I would be part of the choir. Once my frnd and myself thot of a small prank to perform in front of the whole mass.
We were singing “How Great Is Our God” .The whole choir was deeply sunk in devotion to God and I winked at my friend. She took her mobile and gave a call to Patrick , a fellow mate in choir who was standing just beside me. I held the mike close to his shirt pocket and thus it started to shout
“Varaan Varaan poochaandi Rayil Vandiyilaeee..Vaaranasi Kottai thaandi Rayil Vandiyilaeee… “ in full volume.. :P :P :P
I expected that would be a total laugh riot for everyone. But to my surprise, there was total silence in the hall .Me and my friend were the only 2 laughing, which made us get caught red handed to Uncle Vincent.
“Nancy… U are becoming too notorious nowadays and wat u did today was extremely bad”
I stood silent and looked down to avoid eye contact with Uncle Vincent .
“Mary.. Don’t get spoiled with this BRAT. I don’t want to see u anymore roamin with her durin class hours. . “
She too fell silent..
“Say something u devil .. Wy did u do that.. Don’t u have any sense ? People come here with so much devotion to GOD. If u don’t have such devotion, atleast stay silent and mind ur work.. Don’t even dare to disturb others. “
Few more scoldings from Uncle Vincent, I wud have started to cry,which I hate to do ..
“Uncle..Its not her fault.. Its mine. I shud have put the mobile in Silent mode .. Am sry Uncle.. “ said a firm voice from the back to rescue us . It was Patrick :-)
Patrick, cute by looks and calm by nature. .Nobody could hate him . Uncle Vincent’s favorite student and probably everyone’s too ..
Uncle cudnt talk anything further as he did not wish to scold his favorite student, and he knew very wel that it was not PATRICK’s fault, and that was not his ringtone. It was all my plan.
“Get out all of u “ he shouted and before I left he said “Nancy.. Let this be the final warning.. I don’t want anymore complaints abt u . Understood ? “ he asked
“Yes Uncle,I gave a sheepish smile and came out of the room .”
I rushed towards Patrick to talk to him…
“Patrickkk….. Patrickkkk…”
He stopped and turned towards me.
“Don’t want ur thanks.. That’s ok ;) ;) “
“Hey… “ I smiled at him.. “ Still.. thank u so much… You came at the right time.. Else I wud have cried..”
I said with a full smile on my face and we started walkin together.
“No prob.. But y did u do that ?? Don’t u knw that u ll be punished if u get caught ? “ He asked..
“All jus for FUN n CURIOSITY .. I jus wanted to knw how everyone ll react. I neva thot I wud get caught. Still that’s fine.. Nw all of us had a memorable day na ;) ;) .. “
“Yea.. very memorable ….especially for me .. ;) ;) “
“Why so ?? “ I asked..
“I am talkin wit u now.. And we have bcum frnzz today.. that’s y… ;) ;) “ he said..
I don’t knw how to react to that.. Bt my smile towards him neva stopped. . and before I cud say anything he asked..
“I have bcum ur frnd ryt ?? “
“Hey,,, ya… FRIENDS :-) “ I shook hands with him havin no clue where this was gonna lead. .
“Nxt time don’t make a call from Mary’s mob.. Cal 4m urs ;) ;)” he said and took his mob from his pocket.
“9103387240 :-) :-) “ I said and we both continued to walk.Few smiles ,few sweet words from him and all that was enough for me to have a CRUSH on him.
It was then full of textin and frequent SO CALLED DATES inside church for a month :-)
I had crush on one more guy.Well, almost entire south Indian gals had on this guy.His EYES… WOWW… :-) :-) I was so desperate to see his recent movie MADRASAPATTINAM .. Wowww… he looks so cute
I decided to go on a Thursday eve and return to hostel by night. So I bugged Mary to accompany me..
“Hey should we really do this ??? What if we get caught ?” asked Mary.
“Yes.. I want to see him.. His cute face..I just love him.. Don’t u like to see that ?? “ I asked with much excitement
“Yea,, even I wish to see. . But why can’t we go durin the weekend ? With UNCLE VINCENT’s permission?? “
“Aaaa stop. .U think he ll allow that easily ?? That too for this reason .. ?? NO WAYYYY.. I don’t like to run behind him for permission and moreover it’s gonna be a thriller experience tonight. . :-) :-) Yu knw wat? The first tym is always spl . Once u succeed in the 1st attempt, u can do the same nxt time anytime without any fear . . So lets try this :) “
There was so much confusion and fear on Mary’s face. Then she said
“Ok di .. Is it safe ?? Wy can’t we go tom mornin…?? Tis NIGHT thing.. I hate di :’( .. “ said Mary. There was indeed lot of fear in her face when she said it. . But I had NO FEAR. .
I am so curious on wat ll happen if I DO the things that ppl say NOT TO do ;) ;) . . I want an adventurous life .But Uncle Vincent is kinda fond of me too that he wudnt punish me for my pranks, though he ll advice for the same which is as good as a punishment :P :P But tis wud indeed get me into more than scoldings n advice..But I had no regrets !!
“Hey.. final cal.. are u comin or nt ?? Else leave it. .I ll go alone. .”
“Hey.. Uncle Vincent already has a bad opinion on me. .No am not comin. .And pls, u too dnt go.. Its really dangerous..” said Mary and by the time she finished sayin this I received a txt..
“Hey dear!! Der ?”
I looked at the text , smiled and looked up to Mary .
“Ok Mary. . I have got company.. And tis is much safe.. See ya :-) “ I said and was adjustin my hair , dress and everythin else that wud make me look pretty ;) ;)
“Hey.. is it Patrick ? ? No.. No way… Tis is even more dangerous..”
“Bye Mary ;) ;) “ I said and called Patrick
“Hey.. Free for the eve ?? “ I asked Patrick
“Of course babe.. Anytime, anything for u ;) “
“Hahaha.. Can we go for a movie.. ?? MADRASAPATTINAM.. I badly wanna go out with you..”
Actually I desperately wanna see ARYA . . and yea going out with PATRICK is nothing less interestin ;) ;)
He stood silent for a while
“Now ?? “
“Yea.. Can u accompany me ?? “
“Jus u and me ?? “ He asked a dumb quest..
“You think I ll call the whole church to meet u .. ?? “
“Ok :D .. I will be waitin outside..Wear sumthin that wud be comfortable to Jump over the wall ;) ;) “ he said and banged the call .. So did I and we reached theatre much earlier and he had a small convo with the guy in ticket counter and bought 2 tickets. .
He guided me to the CLASS called “KING AND QUEEN “ to which he has bought the tickets. It has a special seating arrangement like two seats ll be coupled together. . Hence, 90% of the ppl buyin those CLASS of ticket wud obviously be couples .Moreover he has bought the Corner Seats .. Now I cud realize wat convo he wud have had in the ticket counter ..
“Comfortable ?? “ He asked.. I dunno in wat sense he asked but I took in a lighter way
“Yea.. very much “ I said.
He was very different inside the theatre. . The ever sweet guy was very nervous and was speakin on very vague topics which he usually wudnt do ..
Lights were off and the movie began .. I was so much involved in seein ARYA that I dint give much attention to Patrick . .
“Isnt he cute ?? “ I asked Patrick..
“Yea..” he said in a much lower voice..
“Wats d probb.. Wy lookin dull ?? “I asked him..
“Nothin..”
“Areyyy come on. I knw u better.. U r feelin so odd today..” I said givin proper attention to him ..
“Wat was ur plan.. to see the movie.. or to hangout with me…” he said with a lil bit of anger
“Both,, I wanted to hangout with u for a movie.. Plus I Lyk ARYA so much…I wanted to see this movie.. “
“Brilliant.. So u used me to watch ARYA.. Congratz Nancy.. U WON … “ he said and gave a sarcastic applause and turned away..
“Hey am sry da… Nothin lik dat.. Dnt take in a wrng sense.. If watchin ARYA was the oly reason to come out, thn why wud I call u.. I cud have went with anyone else too .. I cud have even seen this movie in a weekend.. Don’t u understand that I wanna spend time with u and that’s y I called u ?? hmmm ?? “ I said tryin to convince him somehow..
“That’s wat am askin u..If u had thot of spendin some tym with me, thn y are u wastin it??? “He said with the same anger tone.. “U are much bothered abt the movie than me..”
“No babyyy.. Am so sryyy… “ I said and held his arm and leaned against his shoulder. .May be this act of mine persuaded him..He bent down and kissed me on my head. .
I looked up and saw his face..Now he held my arms tightly .. Not sure wat he did was out of concern or to prevent me from blockin him… I continued to look at his face with astonishment and thn he kissed me on my forehead. . I loved that kiss on forehead.. It actually reminded my dad.. But before I cud say anythin, he kissed me on my cheeks.. I had no clue why I did not stop him..I had no idea why I liked the kiss on my cheeks too, though it dint remind me of anyone..May be bcoz it was PATRICK, the guy whom I had a crush on..And as I expected, he targeted my lips..As his lips neared mine and came so close, I went back a lil..he came even close further and I went lil back again. Now that I have hit my head on the sofa, I cannot go back further. . And when he came closer to my lips , the maximum he cud, I turned my face ,hidin my lips from him and said
“No Patrick .. Not this one pls..”
“Nancy.. Look at me…” He said..
I slowly looked at him..
“You are very beautiful….”
I started to laugh inside myself.. I wanna tell him “Hahahaha.. Patrick,that was a good trick :P :P” , but I jus gave a smile which he indeed used it very well and quickly stuck his lips on mine..
For the 1st second of the kiss I actually wanted to slap him for kissin me..We were not lovers..He hasn’t proposed me yet.. How dare he kiss me .. that too on my lips…but on the next second, I started to enjoy the kiss.. I did not resist him, scold him or prevent him… but jus continued to kiss him for quite a while. That’s wen he took an advantage of me.. Slowly his hands started talkin .. It reached my T shirt and was travellin upwards.. I quickly retaliated from the kiss and caught his hand.
“Nancy.. I wanna tell u somethin.. “ he said and both of us were silent for quite a few moments.. But we still held so close to each other.. He thn slwly said..
“I love u Nancy… for quite a long time.. from the bottom of my heart… “
Though it was lil expected, still I was surprised..
Why did he tell now.. Did he tell this bcoz I resisted him from touchin me.. Does he wanna use I LOVE YOU as a GATE PASS to USE me ?? Am quite sure that a proposal at this time was not LOVE, but LUST !!!
My brain havin thot all these, did not wrk at the right moment.. My crush and attraction on him, night effect , 2 of us almost alone in the theatre, jus took me off.. My hormones and my heart took control over my brain and all I cud say was “I LOVE U TOO” . I indeed meant the 3 wrds. . Yes, I loved him !
Patrick, this is not jus a good trick, but a better trap too .. and I love it simply bcoz I love u ;) ;)
“I wanna be with u like this, forever.. yur head lyin happily on my chest..wow.. I need this nancy.. Enaku nee life fulla venum.. I love u “ he said and wat I witnessed was a surprise tear stuck in his eyes.. He indeed went quite emotional.. This made me feel that he was not fakin ..
“I too love u Patrick… Enakum nee life fulla venum…” I said and hugged him…Now , kissing became frequent and havin given the GATE PASS, he used it very well . . His hands were all over mine.. I did not resist him further though I tried doin it.. He was FULLY ON and took TOTAL control .. I dint mind that too..I was in love completely !!! I felt I have found MY guy , 3rd MAN whom I love after my dad and Uncle Vincent.
From thn we met quite regularly ,mostly in dark where none could see.. Near the garden, in the backyard ,inside of library..and we kissed each other on almost 90% of the time.. Sometime it went even beyond kissin, but not tooo beyond … Final year of college and that’s when our relationship reached THE END.. We had lots of fights durin the tenure..Bt that day, it was the BREAKING POINT .. Since pre final year’s end he had been makin arguments n fights for silly reasons. . The all time sweet guy became totally different..He even started behavin lik he was sooo possessive on me..Nver he was till that time. Any normal gal with common sense could guess why the guy was doin all these . .Simple.. They want us to hate thm..Hate thm so much so that we ourself ll voluntarily call up for the break up.. Then tey wud be the nice guy to the wrld and we girls wud be the bitches n whores who ditched thm..Well done Patrick..Yu succeeded yet again..But that’s better in a way.. I can live my own life..U were one sick GUY and to all guys who wanna USE us, we simply have finger number 3 and 8 for u !!Take That !!!!
Days,months and finally a year passed . I finally got rid of Patrick’s thoughts and Church’s clutches..I was done with Engineering. Uncle Vincent had awesum contacts in the city, some big shots in tat list too..So it was easy for him to get me a Job in a software company .. I left the church with high hopes and expectations , so much excited on being independent..Gave a final hugg to Uncle Vincent and left the church..I promisd him that I ll visit him and the church atleast once a month..
Corporate life.. It gave me money,responsibility,freedom and at times little stress too..But I enjoyed every part of it..Guys here were no way different..Many came behind me with proposals, date requests etc not like colg studs,bt in a polished style ;) I rejected most of thm ..bt hve to accept a few dates due to their seniority and sometime have to accept certain request to avoid the remark “BAD TEAM PLAYER” .
That’s wen I met a guy..Much charmin and much adorable than Patrick..I hate to think abt Patrick again, bt still he was wayyy smart n HOTT…He joind our team as the new manager..Well built and manly.. It was so awesome jus to see him walk around.. Bein a manager, he moved with us,the subordinates ,in a professional way..Am sure he dont have a good frnd so far here!!
One day I came to office lil late since I did not get ready on time.. It was too late that I even took the nail cutter in my handbag so that I ll cut it durin a break !!But that day I had loads of wrks that I cudnt find time even to open the handbag..Hence that eve I had to stay back lil late thn usual to do some pendin wrks I had piled up..The manager needed certain details abt the project to generate annual reports..We left together from the office and that’s when we had the 1st NON-PROFESSIONAL chat !
“Oofff… That’s a terrible day I suppose.. I badly need a coffee… Will the cafeteria be open now ?? “
“No .. Bt we have the coffee machine in the pantry.. U can have there.. “
“Ok.. U comin.?? Guess u r the one more tired..WE ll go?? “he askd very casually..Thats wat I liked abt him,, He had no intentions to flirt.. Cool n composed.. I had no regrets to have a coffee with him…
“U r thinkin too much..WAt ya say ?? Coffee??
“Yea I said..and got up from my seat and started walkin.. “
“Dnt want ur handbag?? Take that wit u… “ he said..
“I dnt need now.. Ll take it when I leave from office..”
“Take that.. we ll leave after the coffee.. No need to stay here further.. : ) “ he said…
“Haha.. Ok sir.. “ I said and walked along !!
CHAPTER 2 -SIDDHARTH
SIDDHARTH..Am Jus SIDDHARTH .. No dad’s name in the end coz I don’t like SUBRAMANIAN hanging behind a cool SIDDHARTH aka SIDDHU,, I prefer being COOL always..My mom , a very beautiful woman, started her journey to heaven after giving birth to me in this EARTH and my dad left abroad only for money, for my future, when I was in 11th standard. He said he ll return in 2 years and ll be with me after I join college. There was jus one servant left with me to take care.Though my parents dint give me a proper SUR NAME, they gave me a charmin face. . A face gals wud feel CUTE.. A face that ll none can have a look ONCE.. Jus like Saif Says “No one can eat just once “ , “No one can see me JUST ONCE “ ..
I had a COOL school life so far.. Good bunch of guys hangin out always.. I wish I had few gals in my gang too.. I simply love this creature called WOMEN .. I want gals hangin out wit me.. School layae vechi enaku daan gal frnds jaashti eh irukanum nu nenachan… Bt my frnds were totally opposite in that attitude alone.. They had that “No gals.. No Tension” attitude.. I don’t knw wat ws wrng with thm :P :P Isnt that cool to have GAL FRNDS ?? Since I loved my frnds so much, I followed their policy too :( :-(
Story books , especially of romantic in nature attracted me a lottt, than my physics and chemistry . Novels gave me enough knowledge, COOL English wrds which normal ppl don’t use in their daily convos. Though I had a good skill in wrds I could not explore that to the wrld.. I mean wats the use being so trendy and stylish with these guys,.. I aint any GAY . :P :P Bt that day I thot am gonna use it..
There was this gal , SANDHYA, yet another gal who never gets tired to look at me from far and turns away when I look back at her :-) She was not that beautiful, kinda short, yet a great body . Oru ponnu structure eh eppudi maintain pannanum nu ava kita daan tution ponum . We both used to travel in the same crowded bus to the school .I normally used to travel in the rear side footboard while she being a gal usually gets a seat in the front. But most of the time she preferred standin in the middle so that she can get a clear look at me.
That day , I decided not to travel in the footboard and occupied the front row seat. She , along with few women boarded the bus in the next stop. I got up from my seat to pave way for one of the women to sit and stood near to her. Both of us gave our bag to the ppl sittin in seats so that we could be COMFORTABLE. We had a considerable long journey that by next 2 stops the bus was jam packed. WE were THAT close to each other. Since she was lil short, she could not get a good grip holdin the top bar. Hence she holded the bar of the seats beside us.
A sudden BRAKE made a BREAK THROUGH !!!!! When uranium collides with a fast approachin neutron , nuclear FISSION takes place :-) A topic I learnt for today’s test . But a lesson I experienced today :-) I collided with her and there was literally no gap between us , which created the necessary fire. Infact , even each of our face made contact in that collision . I took little more time than necessary to come back to the normal position. A spark had occurred when we hit each other. The crowd in the bus was getting increased and we came close as much as possible. Enaku anda fire romba pudichirndudu.. Avalukum daan . Our hands slowly approached each other, and I toucher her hand and looked at her face to knw her reaction..she looked my face steadily.. Sooo seducing were her eyes.. Come on..Continueee..Continuee nu enna paathu anda eyes sollichu !! Now I held her hands even tightly..We came so close that even if I placed my hands in her back jus below her spine, ppl wudnt notice..So slowly I took my hand and travelled to her back. I dint keep my hand strait away down to create a suspsicion IF AT ALL she had ;) . So I brought my hand near her spine and slowly took it down and durin the next brake I touched her or rather I tapped her back. I expected she wud give some kinda odd reaction , but rather she smiled, that persuaded me further. My hands were shivering. So to stop that I CAUGHT her hip. “AAah “ she gave a sudden low volumed noise and closed her eyes…MAN she was really enjoyin it… It reminded me of one saying,
“If women didn't exist, all the money in the world would have no meaning.
Aristotle Onassis"
Well, I personally would like to add “PLEASURE” along with money and above all I felt even ALL MEN had no meaning without WOMEN !!! I had a craze for women, especially their attractive physique.But now I was crazy abt SANDHYA.. I wanna kiss her,hug her,touch her and feel her awesomeness badly..So I decided to propose her the very next day..Bought a beautiful rose and a sweet greeting card and waited in the bus expectin her arrival .She dint come that day. I kept the rose and card deep inside my bag so that my frnds don’t feel bad abt me ,atleast as of now ..Me and my frnzz were playin the ground and she went with another gal crossin us..I was deeply lookin at her and was thinkin on how to give her a signal to meet !! Bt rather she gave a very small n beautiful smile, a smile that oly I cud notice and walked gracefully with her hip makin moves ;) . MANN she was awesome :-) ,,, I was feelin so pleasant and while I was enjoyin a poetic moment my frnd said
“O**a sema item da Ava.. Epdi paakara paaru… Ivala ellam … nalla…. “ and before he made further comment I interrupted…
“Dai… enna da solra.. iva ITEM ah.. ?? “ I asked with much shocked tone.
“Dai,,Idhu whole school kae terium… Nee ivalo late eh iruka…Avala paru da,, avala paathalae terila.. Eppovmae oru maargama daan paapa… Paatha la pasangala paathu epdi smile panitu pora nu “ he said which was even more shocking to me… :’(
So, everyone had noticed that small beautiful smile :’( :’(
“Ippo pudhusa evanayo pudichirka pola..Mrng vera school payan orthan vandhu avala bike la drop panitu ponan… Tha.. Inda madri ponnunga irukaradhu naala daan da, ponnungala kandaalae pudika maataengudhu… Nalla ponungala irundalum, avang mela nambikai vara maataengudhu… Pasanga jolly eh suthunoama… Saraku adichoma..Enjoy pannoma nu irukanum da.. “ he concluded..
I was deeply vexed.I had tears stuck in my eyes though I cried aloud inside.. I took my bag and went near the 2 wheeler parkin and hid behind a tree so that none could see me.Took out the rose and greetind card and tore them apart..Sadness bcame anger.. I felt humiliated.. I cannot accept that A GAL.. after all a GAL, humiliated me.. REVENGE was the only thing looping in my mind..
I pretended as if I knew nothing abt her and continued the bus journey with her. I thot that’s d best way to trap these kinda gals. I decided to speak with her the very next day.So I went to her after getting down 4m the bus..
“Hey.. Sandhya ryt ? “ I asked and gave my trademark smile..
“Ya.. “ she said and gave a positive smile which meant I can talk with her easily.
“Need to talk to u..” I said again with the same smile..
“Yea,, tell me.. “ . Now her smile was even wider.
“Ipo time illa.. Eve pesalama ?”
“Hmmm.. ok.. sure..idae edathla pesalam.. schoo ku ulla vendam “
Hey Terium di !!! Enakum adu daan nalladhu. . I gave a sarcastic smile and said
“Ya ok.. Ur mob num ?? “ I had no hesitation to ask her coz I was very much sure she wud give..
“Hmmmm…:-) “ she smiled yet again and gave her num. .I felt my job was getting much easier than I thot.. So before I leave that place, I thot of addin a final touch to the scene..
“Btw.. U have a very cute smile.. and I LOVE it “ .. I said and left without turnin back to see her how she react .Coz I was very sure she wud be smiling a lot and wud be lookin at me, and ONLY me this tym..These kinda statements are powerful weapons for these gals.They love bein flattered.. Azhaga iruka nu sonna, adhu poi nu terinjalum namma vazhi ku varuvaanga..and I said I LOVE her smile and not I LIKE it..Thats again an added booster..This wud help to have a romantic convo later. Ivanga kitta ellam LIKE eh vida LOVE nu vaartha daan romba use pannum,except I LOVE YOU ;) ;) and btw, I generally don’t use the term cute,sweet anywhere. .But again , for a gal we have no option except to use these terms to them.
SCHOOL gals are generally much VULNERABLE than others..Trappin them is much easier. .2 weeks was sufficient to transfer texting to SEXTING !! Finally decided to take her out for a ride in a car borrowed from my frnd..I went to outskirts of the city to avoid unnecessary probs and also a lonely place was necessary for us..TINTED glass in the car was additional advantage. Stopped the car and looked at her. She was acting as if she dint knw why I stopped the car.. I touched her fingers and held them firmly.. She did not say anything.. I was thinkin on how to proceed further and that’s when she showed her professionalism ;)
“Phone la NALLA pesara.. Naerla onnum pesa maataengra..” she said softly.
“Phone la eppovum nee daana Start panuva.. “I paused which made her smile.. “ Ipovum nee eh start pannu.. PESARAKU.. ;) ;) “
She came closer and thus I too came closer..Each of our lips were waiting for the other to cross the line .. Like playin KABADDI ;) Finally I made a Smooth, sweet and a slow kiss on her lips.. My bottom lip was in between her lips and her top lip was in between mine..Then she did d same and we went on and on kissin for a while..Thn the next step..I kept my hand on her shirt’s button ..Again she remained silent. Slowly I unbuttoned them.She again acted as if she was resisting but it went very further that we DID everythin.. I mean EVERYTHIN.. I don’t wanna spoil the purity of LOVE by tellin tht “We made LOVE “ ;)
Before we did all these I kept a big plastic sheet over the seat to cover them. She asked me why and I said
“Lets not make the seat dirty and wet ;) “
We had much pleasure in real than we had in phone or sms all these days. I jus had sex with her. I did not rape her. Thus I haven’t made my REVENGE yet. I started to think abt the pain I had wen I came to knw that she ll not be my life partner . I was fuming heavily and my anger got increased by many fold..Slowly I took out the knife I had beneath the seat and before she could do anything , I made a cut in her neck .Blood started to flow at a faster rate and one more cut in the neck and she was gone.. I wrapped up the plastic sheet with she lying dead inside and made sure not even a single drop of blood was shed in the car seats. Clean and perfect ! Threw her sim card away and drove the car along with the body to my home and travelled 8 kms away to threw her phone and came back home with the body and buried her in my garden . None knew her that we were in contact . Even if someone knew, it was difficult to trace that I was d one who killed her since she had similar contacts with many such ppl. None had even a small element of doubt on me. I went to the school very next day to avoid even a small doubt. 1 month passed and everythin was normal . Heard even their parents were back to their normal life. She had a yunger sister. So the parents had to save their name and dignity in the society and hence this case became silent after few months. I, meanwhile lived happily with the success of MY REVENGE .. I felt like I was superior to everyone in school. A murder in my bio data felt so powerful . I felt like I have achieved somethin that none wud even try to do !
My dad did not return after 2 yrs as he said.. My college fees was expensive than he thought and he was gettin good promotions every year and thus he wished to stay abroad for few more years which means I have to be alone for few more years. College was new and a fresh atmosphere. . I loved that environment. After Sandhya I never touched a gal. Thus my hands were itchin again . Apo daan I met Priya. She was exactly opp to Sandhya in character. Bt much better than her in looks. Colg la irunda top beautiful gals la ivalum orthi . I liked her so much .I spoke to her 1st time as if am a senior and ragged her. Threatened her to accept my frnd req and was chattin online..Bt later I confessed that I was her batch mate and not a senior. I lied ONLY to have a frndship with her. .Initially she ws angry. I thot she wud BLOCK my profile for doin that..Bt she dint even UNFRIEND me. That’s wen I realized she liked my approach..I preferred to chat with her online than in colg though she insisted to talk in colg. I don’t wnt to kill her, yet I feared something might go wrng..2 months of chattin and a few meetings in colg and we were in a small relationship . We planned to have our 1st date in my home itself. Our regular servant went to his native for a temple func and wud return only after a week . Thus I was free of external troubles.
“Hey.. wat kinda home is this.. See.. it’s a complete messs… Look at ur room…!!! “ She said and was re arranging things…
“Hey..Leave al those.. It’s a GUY’s room.. and also, a BACHELOR’s room.. ;) ;)” I winked at her..
“Ya.. Stil.. Adaan unaku naan irukan la SID “ she said..Yes,SIDHU became SID since I felt SID was even more cool . ;)
“Hey … Vitru da… Servant ll be comin in few more days .. he ll do all the cleanin wrk.. You are my guest and so please get up..lets go to the hall dear :-) :-) … “ I said and took her to the hall holdin her hand..
“Hey shall I prepare something for u to eat…??? Wat u likd to have “ she said pinchin my cheeks..
Wow… Her touch was amazing..The same spark when I collided with Sandhya in the bus happened once again… My whole intention on her changed with her touch..
“I wud like to have u .. ;) ;) .. If u want to prepare anything me for me… Jus get ready ;) ;) I ll have it ;) “ I said and kept both my hands on her soft cheeks,,,
“Chi idiot…. NOTHIN now MR.SID… Ellam Apparam daan…. ;) “ she said… Gosshh wats with that attitude.. Is she from 1980s…I needed her now.. I want her completely.. Right here Right now…
“U crazy gal :-) “ I said and hugged her….
“Sid no.. Leave it.. She said tryin to push me….
I kissed her on her shoulder while tryin to hug her tightly.. I kinda tried to squeeze her in the hug and she pushed me vigorously…
“Hey ..Wat u think abt me ?? Ivalo cheap aanavana neee??Idiot .. “ she screamed and started to leave the house…
Heyyy .. stop talkin.. Thapa pesaadha priyaa…. Enaku adhu pudikala…Stop..Stop.. I was abt to say…She reached almost the door and I hurried back and closed the door
“Hey… wait.. Don’t go.. Ipo naan enna thapu pannan..Both of us love each other.. Why cant we?? Wats wrng in makin love..? And infact I jus tried to hug and kiss u.. Wats so wrng abt that??? “ I asked and tried to be nice.
“Stop tat !!! Nee hug panna try panla.. Kiss panna try panla.. Edo Veri pudichavan madri panna !!! Your hands were in wrng position !!.. I may love u.. bt doesn’t mean I ll do everythin as u expect.. Enna vitru..Adhuku vera aala paaru… Psycho aada neee??? “
Vendam priyaaa…… U r raisin my temper…. En mood maaraku munnadi kelambi poiru..
I closed my fingers tightly and was heldin my nerves..I did not respond to her and stood silent controllin my anger.. She shud have left silently…Bt she dint..
“Psycho…. Go to hell… “ she said and tried to unlock the door to leave.
I released my fingers and dragged her back inside and closed the door..I took her inside and put her on the bed .. She was not that strong to fight with me..So it was easy for me to hit her , slap her and tie her hands..I tied her legss too.. But Not together… Spread her legs and tied them apart so that it wud be comfortable for me. Thus I was back to DOMINATION and raped her !! I hate to say I raped her since my intention was to make LOVE. Yet again I felt the POWER.. A power of being superior .. Superior to women especially !!!
She was cryin deeply with her hands and legs tied !!I took a shower and came back. Untied her and took her out of the bed..She was totally exhausted..She could barely stand..I took the plastic sheet of cover and placed over the bed spread and put her again back to her head..
“Why ??? Why did u do to me?? I neva thot u wud behave so much..Nalla daana da pesina !!!! “ she said in a very weak volume… I held my ear close to her mouth to hear wat she say..
“Naa Naa Naa.. Have u heard of this sayin… Kannal Kaanbadhu poi.. . Kaadhaal kaetpadhu poi…Theera visaaripadhaeee MEI !!! ?? Have u heard of it?? “ I asked her and she lied silent…
“Lemme tell u somethin new of similar genre… Online il chat seidhadhu poi !!!... Online il nee paartha SID um poi .. Nee ippo saga poradhaeee MEI !!! ", I gave a evil laughter and took the knife from the draw and swiped it in her neck once.. She was choking at her verge of death….
“Women are like elephants to me. I like to look at them, but I wouldn't want to own one.
W.C. Fields “
I said as a final word to her and gave one more swipe in her neck… I sealed her in the plastic sheet and waited till dark.. After dark I buried her in the same place as SANDHYA . This time the case went little serious ! I was even brought into investigation ! Planned and polished lies and a clean execution was sufficient enuff to get me outta trouble.. I decided not to be a serial killer coz that was as good as volunteerly surrenderin !!! So I controlled my nerves and was leading a normal life..Years passed.. I even thot I shud not indulge in similar incidents anymore till I saw the girl in my office..Bubbly gal ! None wud hate her..Heard many had approached her for a date and she was not interested in anyone.. I need to have her attention to win her.. So I kept myself very calm and composed..I kept her guessing and curious abt my character. I dint show my interest on her.. Pretended to be very casual .
One eve I made her to stay late along with me though I dint have any work.. I thot today I must take a step to impress her.. I knew she stayed in Jhansi Nagar, which is 2 km from IndiraNagar ,where I stay. So I decided to drop her off in my car and so I asked her abt that when we were havin coffee jus before leavin from office
“Hey Nancy.. Sry for makin u stay back late…”
“That’s ok Sir.. Its my duty.. No issues.. ? “
“Haha..No need of ‘Sir’..U can call me by name .. SIddharth..Or shortly SID..Do I look so old or wat?? “
“Nt at all sir..I mean..Nt at all SID : ) ..
“So how will u go to ur home.. U have ur vehicle ? “
“No.. I ll go by bus,,, “
“Oh.. its getting dark yaar.,. Its not good to travel by bus.Wer s ur hse ?? “
“8 kms 4m here.. Jhansi Nagar..”
“That’s far… and its jus 2 km from where I Stay,IndiraNagar..”
“Oh.. ok.. “ she said..
Its NANCY JOSEPH again
“Well.. u mind me droppin u ??? “ he asked me
“Sirr.. Sry.. I mean.. That’s ok.. I ll take care.. “ I said.. bt if he ask once again am sure am gonna say ’ Yes’ !!
“Hey come on !! It was me who made u stay late.. So its my duty and responsibility to drop u.. I hope coming with me is much safer than travellin by bus this time..The City is bad for gals to travel by bus, that too alone at night.. “ He said
I had no wrds to reply .. I am not sure if he has the same respect for all women ,but I felt he had a lot for me..May be he too had an interest on me.. Bt it dint matter much ! I thot I must respect his offer to help me and above all, he was smart,hot and charming enuff .
“That’s so sweet of u Sid.. Ok lets go.. and Thank u so much “ I said and we left the office in his car.
“So wat do u ppl thnk abt me ?? A new manager to ur team… So u ppl shud have talked abt me a lot.. Like On how I am, etc.. etc… ! “ He asked..
“Hmmmmm… Yeah… : D .. We did.. U seem to be very professional.. You talk only about official matters.. U haven’t spoke in a friendly manner with us.. That’s wat we discuss on.. Bt yea.. U r a good manager indeed.. No doubt on dat… “ I said . .
“Hahaha.. Nice…Nice… “
I liked talkin with him .. So I don’t wanna jus reply to wat he asks..I felt we shud have better conversations too..
“Bt gals talk a lil more abt u… ;) “ I said , but he was not much curious abt that… He gave a short smile and asked in a casual and firm tone..
“OH… wats tat ?? “
“They think u r Smrt, u look cute n handsome too ;) “ I said and looked at his face to see how he react..Again he remained composed.
“Oh..Thank u..Wat do u think ? “ He asked
“Facts cant be denied ryt?? I too belong to the same group who said abt u so ! “ I smiled
“Hahahahaha…. Thanks again “ He said and asked “Hey.. U like music ??? Shall I switch on the player ? “
“Oh yea.. I LOVE it.. I get along with the mood of the music…Music changes the mindset and changes our mood completely.. So whenever I feel down, I hear good music with good lyrics.. They kinda make me feel better… And if I hear a very sad song, even if am very happy… It tends to change my mood :P :P “ I said and laughed.. I don’t knw why I was talkin so much.. I never felt that when I said.. Bt wen I saw the LOOK he gave me when I spoke so much for a simple quest, I felt I need to control my tongue..
“Spot on !! Even I feel the same… MUSIC is a great tool to be happy !!! “ He said . Now I felt little relieved that he dint mistake me. He switched on the player and he was switchin songs under the folder “Ilayaraja Hits” and finally it played “En Iniya pon nilavaee… Pon ninaivil En kanaavae… “
“Awesome song.. “ he said and slowly , gently tapped the fingers on the steering and drove the car smoothly in sync with the music..
“U look kinda modern, cool .. Neva thot u wud hear Ilayaraja Songs… “ I said
“Ilayaraja dint compose music for Tamil ppl alone..Anyone with a normal brain and senses wud be a fan of his music, especially the romantic numbers.. And am no exception to that.. I do hear a lot of englishh songs..Bt that doesn’t mean I moved away from Raja !!! “ He said and I went Awwww.. all I cud do was simply admire him…
“That’s great.. U are awesome.. I guess all of our team mates have a wrng assumption abt u.. U r much different than wat we expected.. “ I said
“Yes.. I am ;) . . Am indeed different from others. . ;) U ll get to knw more abt me in coming days !! “ He said.. That made me even more curious abt him !!!
“So wat do u think abt me ?? “ I asked him
“The quickest way to know a woman is to go shopping with her.
-Marcelene Cox
So.. I think I would decide my opinions on you IF AT ALL we go for a shoppin once ;) “ He said and smiled
“Hahaha… True !!! Am sure one day we ll “ I said… Again, I felt wrng after sayin that… I jus told myself to control the tongue…
We were crossing IndhiraNagar and were jus 2 kms away from place..Now he changed the song to “Ponmeni…Urugudhey….” and looked at me.. This time, the look was different.
“U are so beautiful…” he said and looked at me and started driving a lil slower..
“and u look sexy too.. Ur skirt is just awesome.. Skirts suits u very well.. “He added.. It reminded me of Patrick..
Why are these guys tryin for an OPPORTUNITY always.. I felt..
He did not say this in a casual manner..Ter was indeed a change of tone..And if my GUESS is correct once again, thn he s gonna target my body and not my heart !!
We remained silent until we reachd my place..
“So whre shall I drop u.. “ he asked me stopping the car in the entrance of our area…
“Drop in the second street… 2 kms interior from the entrance.. This entrance is always darker..The street lights here don’t wrk.. its difficult to see even people around !! So pls drop me in 2nd street” I said..
He too drove the car , bt this time it was even more slower.. He drove for 1 km and stopped the car and switched off the ignition..Even the car’s head light was off now. . He kept one hand over my hand and the other on my thigh..Yes, it’s true that a touch in a thigh gives a different feel to a gal.. It induces the emotions !! He thought I too ll get moody by the touch..Bt I felt angry.. He came near to kiss which actually induced my anger and I gave a SLAP in his face and said “Get ur hands off u animal !! “
He again came close to kiss me and I again gave him a slap…He closed his fingers to the palm very tightly and started to breathe faster.. His face was shiverin and he looked exactly like an animal . I tried to get out of the car bt he locked them and he alone got out of the car and went to the back seat. He took out a plastic sheet and spread over the seat and dragged me back .. He was physically stronger and FEROCIOUS that I cudnt fight back..
“Well,skirt did not suit u .. Bt it suits the present situation now ;) .. It kinda makes my job easier.. ;) since I had lotta troubles with jeans earlier.. “ He said and removed his pants . He was literally behavin like a dog , crawling all over me and smellin every part of my body.. He tried to tie my hands while he was trying to connect his THING into MINE..
The best way for a gal to escape from a rape is to ENJOY it !! I felt and said
“Siddharth… Lets do it easy !! I don wanna get hurt… Lets do it simple .. Kashta pada vendam Sidharth “
I said and grabbed his face ,kissed on his lips and kept my lips on his for a while.. He started to relax a bit..His ferociousness decreased a bit after 10-15 seconds of kissing.. Now I removed his shirt and he removed mine. What was expected to be a rape, turned as SEX ! He was fully involved and became ferocious again..
“don’t be wild.. Do it gently.. “ I said…
Bt he dint listen..He was very violent that he was hittin hard and his hands shook the front seat very hard that a knife dropped off from the lower part of the driver seat..Now I realized wat he has actually planned and wat was going to be the END..I also realized the reason for the plastic sheet very soon..He dint notice that the knife has fallen down and was hittin hard with his eyes closed..I sensed an opportunity to escape and tried reachin out for the knife..But it was little far for my reach that I couldn’t grab it..Even the little hope I had was lost..I started to cry and I was hittin the other front seat,in the left where I was sittin so far in anger.. My handbag which was lyin in the seat fell down from the seat and things got scattered from the handbag.. He got back from HITTIN and looked at the knife and grabbed in his hand !!
Why am I not able to live peacefully in this world !!! What did I do to be killed by a psycho rapist..Why do such psychos even exist..LET ME LIVE plss.. LET ME LIVE ..Show me a place to LIVE without any fear and LIVE without these disturbances.. Every gal needs such places.. Let me not get a next birth as a GAL in ths insecure wrld..
All these were going in my mind at the LAST SECOND of my life in this wrld.. He raised his arm holdin the knife to kill me. That’s when I noticed the nail cutter lyin down very much near to my reach..There wud be a small knife inside every nail cutter which wud be folded inside. My nail cutter’s knife is lil loose that it will come out of its position and wud hang down..So as soon as I grabbed the nail cutter , the small knife inside it came out.I quickly got hold of the knife .Anger gave me enough force and strength that I pierced the small knife into his neck before he could kill me.. Glad I hit his neck that he lost control.. Took back the small knife I was holdin in his neck and gave one more shot, a better one with much stronger force enough to defeat him ! He was chokin and jus before he died I said
“A woman's guess is much more accurate than a man's certainty
-Rudyard Kipling”
Finally,he gave his last breath along with his cute smile . I collected all my things that got scattered from the handbag including the nail cutter and got off the car .I switched on the little torch in my mobile and when I raised my mobile a lil , the light rays hit a small board which read ‘JHANSI’ NAGAR – 1st STREET . I looked at the board for a while which gave me the courage to walk from the darker side , in search of LIGHT, a BRIGHTER place to LIVE !!
The following story , and the characters depicted are purely realistic..Someone whom we encounter in our daily life..May be we are NOT YET aware of the characters..If at all any gal or boy gets offended with this story, condemn the society ! I have just TRIED to depict that happens in our life, like I TRIED in my previous Stories !!
Good News : Much Much shorter than my previous stories !! Also 95% of the story is in english so that u can read faster !!! :-)
Bad News : Yu SHOULD knw English :P :P Especially the SMS and CHAT languages !!!!
Enough Said..
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Do not let your adorning be external—the braiding of hair and the putting on of gold jewelry, or the clothing you wear— 4 but let your adorning be the hidden person of the heart with the imperishable beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which in God’s sight is very precious. ~ 1 Peter 3:3-5
And it Begins..
“Hey should we really do this ??? What if we get caught ?” asked Mary.
“Yes.. I want to see him.. His cute face..I just love him.. Don’t u like to see that ?? “ I asked with much excitement
“Yea,, even I wish to see. . But why can’t we go during the weekend ? With UNCLE VINCENT’s permission?? “
“Aaaa stop. .U think he ll allow that easily ?? That too for this reason ?? NO WAYYYY.. I don’t like to run behind him for permission and moreover it’s gonna be a thriller experience tonight. . :-) :-) Yu knw wat? The first tym is always spl . Once u succeed in the 1st attempt, u can do the same nxt time anytime without any fear . . So lets try this :) “
There was so much confusion and fear in Mary’s face. Then she said
“Ok di .. Is it safe ?? Wy can’t we go tom mornin…?? Tis NIGHT thing.. I hate di :’( “ said Mary. There was indeed lot of fear in her face when she said it. . But I had NO FEAR. .
CHAPTER 1 – NANCY JOSEPH
If I want to tell about myself, all I can do is to show this church . My dad lived with me only for 6 years. I don’t remember much of his face except that he had a big mousche .He always told me not to FEAR for anything in life, and he used to twist and twirl his mousche whenever he said that. That’s the only thing I remember abt my dad-- His “NO FEAR” advice and his mousche, a symbol of courage . . After my dad passed away,my mom left me in this church leaving behind a bible in my hand . Uncle Vincent, the priest of the church, took care of me from then . I have no idea where my mom is .I wish she is dead. My dad and uncle gave me the feel that MEN are CARING to women .I wish I get one such MAN to be my partner. .
I had my primary education as well as this college life through the church and thus I feel bored here. . I don’t have much idea about the outside world since 90% of my life so far has been spent with the bible my mom gave me and Uncle Vincent :(:( I want to explore the world. I have always had this admiration for birds. They are so much free to move in this world. They don’t just move, they FLYYYY :D :D, which I like the most. I too wanted to fly out of this place.. FLYYY to every part of the world :D :D FLYY without a reason .
People around me call me as the most notorious gal. That’s true..It makes me never to feel lonely.. Durin my primary education days, on every Sunday prayer, I would be part of the choir. Once my frnd and myself thot of a small prank to perform in front of the whole mass.
We were singing “How Great Is Our God” .The whole choir was deeply sunk in devotion to God and I winked at my friend. She took her mobile and gave a call to Patrick , a fellow mate in choir who was standing just beside me. I held the mike close to his shirt pocket and thus it started to shout
“Varaan Varaan poochaandi Rayil Vandiyilaeee..Vaaranasi Kottai thaandi Rayil Vandiyilaeee… “ in full volume.. :P :P :P
I expected that would be a total laugh riot for everyone. But to my surprise, there was total silence in the hall .Me and my friend were the only 2 laughing, which made us get caught red handed to Uncle Vincent.
“Nancy… U are becoming too notorious nowadays and wat u did today was extremely bad”
I stood silent and looked down to avoid eye contact with Uncle Vincent .
“Mary.. Don’t get spoiled with this BRAT. I don’t want to see u anymore roamin with her durin class hours. . “
She too fell silent..
“Say something u devil .. Wy did u do that.. Don’t u have any sense ? People come here with so much devotion to GOD. If u don’t have such devotion, atleast stay silent and mind ur work.. Don’t even dare to disturb others. “
Few more scoldings from Uncle Vincent, I wud have started to cry,which I hate to do ..
“Uncle..Its not her fault.. Its mine. I shud have put the mobile in Silent mode .. Am sry Uncle.. “ said a firm voice from the back to rescue us . It was Patrick :-)
Patrick, cute by looks and calm by nature. .Nobody could hate him . Uncle Vincent’s favorite student and probably everyone’s too ..
Uncle cudnt talk anything further as he did not wish to scold his favorite student, and he knew very wel that it was not PATRICK’s fault, and that was not his ringtone. It was all my plan.
“Get out all of u “ he shouted and before I left he said “Nancy.. Let this be the final warning.. I don’t want anymore complaints abt u . Understood ? “ he asked
“Yes Uncle,I gave a sheepish smile and came out of the room .”
I rushed towards Patrick to talk to him…
“Patrickkk….. Patrickkkk…”
He stopped and turned towards me.
“Don’t want ur thanks.. That’s ok ;) ;) “
“Hey… “ I smiled at him.. “ Still.. thank u so much… You came at the right time.. Else I wud have cried..”
I said with a full smile on my face and we started walkin together.
“No prob.. But y did u do that ?? Don’t u knw that u ll be punished if u get caught ? “ He asked..
“All jus for FUN n CURIOSITY .. I jus wanted to knw how everyone ll react. I neva thot I wud get caught. Still that’s fine.. Nw all of us had a memorable day na ;) ;) .. “
“Yea.. very memorable ….especially for me .. ;) ;) “
“Why so ?? “ I asked..
“I am talkin wit u now.. And we have bcum frnzz today.. that’s y… ;) ;) “ he said..
I don’t knw how to react to that.. Bt my smile towards him neva stopped. . and before I cud say anything he asked..
“I have bcum ur frnd ryt ?? “
“Hey,,, ya… FRIENDS :-) “ I shook hands with him havin no clue where this was gonna lead. .
“Nxt time don’t make a call from Mary’s mob.. Cal 4m urs ;) ;)” he said and took his mob from his pocket.
“9103387240 :-) :-) “ I said and we both continued to walk.Few smiles ,few sweet words from him and all that was enough for me to have a CRUSH on him.
It was then full of textin and frequent SO CALLED DATES inside church for a month :-)
I had crush on one more guy.Well, almost entire south Indian gals had on this guy.His EYES… WOWW… :-) :-) I was so desperate to see his recent movie MADRASAPATTINAM .. Wowww… he looks so cute
I decided to go on a Thursday eve and return to hostel by night. So I bugged Mary to accompany me..
“Hey should we really do this ??? What if we get caught ?” asked Mary.
“Yes.. I want to see him.. His cute face..I just love him.. Don’t u like to see that ?? “ I asked with much excitement
“Yea,, even I wish to see. . But why can’t we go durin the weekend ? With UNCLE VINCENT’s permission?? “
“Aaaa stop. .U think he ll allow that easily ?? That too for this reason .. ?? NO WAYYYY.. I don’t like to run behind him for permission and moreover it’s gonna be a thriller experience tonight. . :-) :-) Yu knw wat? The first tym is always spl . Once u succeed in the 1st attempt, u can do the same nxt time anytime without any fear . . So lets try this :) “
There was so much confusion and fear on Mary’s face. Then she said
“Ok di .. Is it safe ?? Wy can’t we go tom mornin…?? Tis NIGHT thing.. I hate di :’( .. “ said Mary. There was indeed lot of fear in her face when she said it. . But I had NO FEAR. .
I am so curious on wat ll happen if I DO the things that ppl say NOT TO do ;) ;) . . I want an adventurous life .But Uncle Vincent is kinda fond of me too that he wudnt punish me for my pranks, though he ll advice for the same which is as good as a punishment :P :P But tis wud indeed get me into more than scoldings n advice..But I had no regrets !!
“Hey.. final cal.. are u comin or nt ?? Else leave it. .I ll go alone. .”
“Hey.. Uncle Vincent already has a bad opinion on me. .No am not comin. .And pls, u too dnt go.. Its really dangerous..” said Mary and by the time she finished sayin this I received a txt..
“Hey dear!! Der ?”
I looked at the text , smiled and looked up to Mary .
“Ok Mary. . I have got company.. And tis is much safe.. See ya :-) “ I said and was adjustin my hair , dress and everythin else that wud make me look pretty ;) ;)
“Hey.. is it Patrick ? ? No.. No way… Tis is even more dangerous..”
“Bye Mary ;) ;) “ I said and called Patrick
“Hey.. Free for the eve ?? “ I asked Patrick
“Of course babe.. Anytime, anything for u ;) “
“Hahaha.. Can we go for a movie.. ?? MADRASAPATTINAM.. I badly wanna go out with you..”
Actually I desperately wanna see ARYA . . and yea going out with PATRICK is nothing less interestin ;) ;)
He stood silent for a while
“Now ?? “
“Yea.. Can u accompany me ?? “
“Jus u and me ?? “ He asked a dumb quest..
“You think I ll call the whole church to meet u .. ?? “
“Ok :D .. I will be waitin outside..Wear sumthin that wud be comfortable to Jump over the wall ;) ;) “ he said and banged the call .. So did I and we reached theatre much earlier and he had a small convo with the guy in ticket counter and bought 2 tickets. .
He guided me to the CLASS called “KING AND QUEEN “ to which he has bought the tickets. It has a special seating arrangement like two seats ll be coupled together. . Hence, 90% of the ppl buyin those CLASS of ticket wud obviously be couples .Moreover he has bought the Corner Seats .. Now I cud realize wat convo he wud have had in the ticket counter ..
“Comfortable ?? “ He asked.. I dunno in wat sense he asked but I took in a lighter way
“Yea.. very much “ I said.
He was very different inside the theatre. . The ever sweet guy was very nervous and was speakin on very vague topics which he usually wudnt do ..
Lights were off and the movie began .. I was so much involved in seein ARYA that I dint give much attention to Patrick . .
“Isnt he cute ?? “ I asked Patrick..
“Yea..” he said in a much lower voice..
“Wats d probb.. Wy lookin dull ?? “I asked him..
“Nothin..”
“Areyyy come on. I knw u better.. U r feelin so odd today..” I said givin proper attention to him ..
“Wat was ur plan.. to see the movie.. or to hangout with me…” he said with a lil bit of anger
“Both,, I wanted to hangout with u for a movie.. Plus I Lyk ARYA so much…I wanted to see this movie.. “
“Brilliant.. So u used me to watch ARYA.. Congratz Nancy.. U WON … “ he said and gave a sarcastic applause and turned away..
“Hey am sry da… Nothin lik dat.. Dnt take in a wrng sense.. If watchin ARYA was the oly reason to come out, thn why wud I call u.. I cud have went with anyone else too .. I cud have even seen this movie in a weekend.. Don’t u understand that I wanna spend time with u and that’s y I called u ?? hmmm ?? “ I said tryin to convince him somehow..
“That’s wat am askin u..If u had thot of spendin some tym with me, thn y are u wastin it??? “He said with the same anger tone.. “U are much bothered abt the movie than me..”
“No babyyy.. Am so sryyy… “ I said and held his arm and leaned against his shoulder. .May be this act of mine persuaded him..He bent down and kissed me on my head. .
I looked up and saw his face..Now he held my arms tightly .. Not sure wat he did was out of concern or to prevent me from blockin him… I continued to look at his face with astonishment and thn he kissed me on my forehead. . I loved that kiss on forehead.. It actually reminded my dad.. But before I cud say anythin, he kissed me on my cheeks.. I had no clue why I did not stop him..I had no idea why I liked the kiss on my cheeks too, though it dint remind me of anyone..May be bcoz it was PATRICK, the guy whom I had a crush on..And as I expected, he targeted my lips..As his lips neared mine and came so close, I went back a lil..he came even close further and I went lil back again. Now that I have hit my head on the sofa, I cannot go back further. . And when he came closer to my lips , the maximum he cud, I turned my face ,hidin my lips from him and said
“No Patrick .. Not this one pls..”
“Nancy.. Look at me…” He said..
I slowly looked at him..
“You are very beautiful….”
I started to laugh inside myself.. I wanna tell him “Hahahaha.. Patrick,that was a good trick :P :P” , but I jus gave a smile which he indeed used it very well and quickly stuck his lips on mine..
For the 1st second of the kiss I actually wanted to slap him for kissin me..We were not lovers..He hasn’t proposed me yet.. How dare he kiss me .. that too on my lips…but on the next second, I started to enjoy the kiss.. I did not resist him, scold him or prevent him… but jus continued to kiss him for quite a while. That’s wen he took an advantage of me.. Slowly his hands started talkin .. It reached my T shirt and was travellin upwards.. I quickly retaliated from the kiss and caught his hand.
“Nancy.. I wanna tell u somethin.. “ he said and both of us were silent for quite a few moments.. But we still held so close to each other.. He thn slwly said..
“I love u Nancy… for quite a long time.. from the bottom of my heart… “
Though it was lil expected, still I was surprised..
Why did he tell now.. Did he tell this bcoz I resisted him from touchin me.. Does he wanna use I LOVE YOU as a GATE PASS to USE me ?? Am quite sure that a proposal at this time was not LOVE, but LUST !!!
My brain havin thot all these, did not wrk at the right moment.. My crush and attraction on him, night effect , 2 of us almost alone in the theatre, jus took me off.. My hormones and my heart took control over my brain and all I cud say was “I LOVE U TOO” . I indeed meant the 3 wrds. . Yes, I loved him !
Patrick, this is not jus a good trick, but a better trap too .. and I love it simply bcoz I love u ;) ;)
“I wanna be with u like this, forever.. yur head lyin happily on my chest..wow.. I need this nancy.. Enaku nee life fulla venum.. I love u “ he said and wat I witnessed was a surprise tear stuck in his eyes.. He indeed went quite emotional.. This made me feel that he was not fakin ..
“I too love u Patrick… Enakum nee life fulla venum…” I said and hugged him…Now , kissing became frequent and havin given the GATE PASS, he used it very well . . His hands were all over mine.. I did not resist him further though I tried doin it.. He was FULLY ON and took TOTAL control .. I dint mind that too..I was in love completely !!! I felt I have found MY guy , 3rd MAN whom I love after my dad and Uncle Vincent.
From thn we met quite regularly ,mostly in dark where none could see.. Near the garden, in the backyard ,inside of library..and we kissed each other on almost 90% of the time.. Sometime it went even beyond kissin, but not tooo beyond … Final year of college and that’s when our relationship reached THE END.. We had lots of fights durin the tenure..Bt that day, it was the BREAKING POINT .. Since pre final year’s end he had been makin arguments n fights for silly reasons. . The all time sweet guy became totally different..He even started behavin lik he was sooo possessive on me..Nver he was till that time. Any normal gal with common sense could guess why the guy was doin all these . .Simple.. They want us to hate thm..Hate thm so much so that we ourself ll voluntarily call up for the break up.. Then tey wud be the nice guy to the wrld and we girls wud be the bitches n whores who ditched thm..Well done Patrick..Yu succeeded yet again..But that’s better in a way.. I can live my own life..U were one sick GUY and to all guys who wanna USE us, we simply have finger number 3 and 8 for u !!Take That !!!!
Days,months and finally a year passed . I finally got rid of Patrick’s thoughts and Church’s clutches..I was done with Engineering. Uncle Vincent had awesum contacts in the city, some big shots in tat list too..So it was easy for him to get me a Job in a software company .. I left the church with high hopes and expectations , so much excited on being independent..Gave a final hugg to Uncle Vincent and left the church..I promisd him that I ll visit him and the church atleast once a month..
Corporate life.. It gave me money,responsibility,freedom and at times little stress too..But I enjoyed every part of it..Guys here were no way different..Many came behind me with proposals, date requests etc not like colg studs,bt in a polished style ;) I rejected most of thm ..bt hve to accept a few dates due to their seniority and sometime have to accept certain request to avoid the remark “BAD TEAM PLAYER” .
That’s wen I met a guy..Much charmin and much adorable than Patrick..I hate to think abt Patrick again, bt still he was wayyy smart n HOTT…He joind our team as the new manager..Well built and manly.. It was so awesome jus to see him walk around.. Bein a manager, he moved with us,the subordinates ,in a professional way..Am sure he dont have a good frnd so far here!!
One day I came to office lil late since I did not get ready on time.. It was too late that I even took the nail cutter in my handbag so that I ll cut it durin a break !!But that day I had loads of wrks that I cudnt find time even to open the handbag..Hence that eve I had to stay back lil late thn usual to do some pendin wrks I had piled up..The manager needed certain details abt the project to generate annual reports..We left together from the office and that’s when we had the 1st NON-PROFESSIONAL chat !
“Oofff… That’s a terrible day I suppose.. I badly need a coffee… Will the cafeteria be open now ?? “
“No .. Bt we have the coffee machine in the pantry.. U can have there.. “
“Ok.. U comin.?? Guess u r the one more tired..WE ll go?? “he askd very casually..Thats wat I liked abt him,, He had no intentions to flirt.. Cool n composed.. I had no regrets to have a coffee with him…
“U r thinkin too much..WAt ya say ?? Coffee??
“Yea I said..and got up from my seat and started walkin.. “
“Dnt want ur handbag?? Take that wit u… “ he said..
“I dnt need now.. Ll take it when I leave from office..”
“Take that.. we ll leave after the coffee.. No need to stay here further.. : ) “ he said…
“Haha.. Ok sir.. “ I said and walked along !!
CHAPTER 2 -SIDDHARTH
SIDDHARTH..Am Jus SIDDHARTH .. No dad’s name in the end coz I don’t like SUBRAMANIAN hanging behind a cool SIDDHARTH aka SIDDHU,, I prefer being COOL always..My mom , a very beautiful woman, started her journey to heaven after giving birth to me in this EARTH and my dad left abroad only for money, for my future, when I was in 11th standard. He said he ll return in 2 years and ll be with me after I join college. There was jus one servant left with me to take care.Though my parents dint give me a proper SUR NAME, they gave me a charmin face. . A face gals wud feel CUTE.. A face that ll none can have a look ONCE.. Jus like Saif Says “No one can eat just once “ , “No one can see me JUST ONCE “ ..
I had a COOL school life so far.. Good bunch of guys hangin out always.. I wish I had few gals in my gang too.. I simply love this creature called WOMEN .. I want gals hangin out wit me.. School layae vechi enaku daan gal frnds jaashti eh irukanum nu nenachan… Bt my frnds were totally opposite in that attitude alone.. They had that “No gals.. No Tension” attitude.. I don’t knw wat ws wrng with thm :P :P Isnt that cool to have GAL FRNDS ?? Since I loved my frnds so much, I followed their policy too :( :-(
Story books , especially of romantic in nature attracted me a lottt, than my physics and chemistry . Novels gave me enough knowledge, COOL English wrds which normal ppl don’t use in their daily convos. Though I had a good skill in wrds I could not explore that to the wrld.. I mean wats the use being so trendy and stylish with these guys,.. I aint any GAY . :P :P Bt that day I thot am gonna use it..
There was this gal , SANDHYA, yet another gal who never gets tired to look at me from far and turns away when I look back at her :-) She was not that beautiful, kinda short, yet a great body . Oru ponnu structure eh eppudi maintain pannanum nu ava kita daan tution ponum . We both used to travel in the same crowded bus to the school .I normally used to travel in the rear side footboard while she being a gal usually gets a seat in the front. But most of the time she preferred standin in the middle so that she can get a clear look at me.
That day , I decided not to travel in the footboard and occupied the front row seat. She , along with few women boarded the bus in the next stop. I got up from my seat to pave way for one of the women to sit and stood near to her. Both of us gave our bag to the ppl sittin in seats so that we could be COMFORTABLE. We had a considerable long journey that by next 2 stops the bus was jam packed. WE were THAT close to each other. Since she was lil short, she could not get a good grip holdin the top bar. Hence she holded the bar of the seats beside us.
A sudden BRAKE made a BREAK THROUGH !!!!! When uranium collides with a fast approachin neutron , nuclear FISSION takes place :-) A topic I learnt for today’s test . But a lesson I experienced today :-) I collided with her and there was literally no gap between us , which created the necessary fire. Infact , even each of our face made contact in that collision . I took little more time than necessary to come back to the normal position. A spark had occurred when we hit each other. The crowd in the bus was getting increased and we came close as much as possible. Enaku anda fire romba pudichirndudu.. Avalukum daan . Our hands slowly approached each other, and I toucher her hand and looked at her face to knw her reaction..she looked my face steadily.. Sooo seducing were her eyes.. Come on..Continueee..Continuee nu enna paathu anda eyes sollichu !! Now I held her hands even tightly..We came so close that even if I placed my hands in her back jus below her spine, ppl wudnt notice..So slowly I took my hand and travelled to her back. I dint keep my hand strait away down to create a suspsicion IF AT ALL she had ;) . So I brought my hand near her spine and slowly took it down and durin the next brake I touched her or rather I tapped her back. I expected she wud give some kinda odd reaction , but rather she smiled, that persuaded me further. My hands were shivering. So to stop that I CAUGHT her hip. “AAah “ she gave a sudden low volumed noise and closed her eyes…MAN she was really enjoyin it… It reminded me of one saying,
“If women didn't exist, all the money in the world would have no meaning.
Aristotle Onassis"
Well, I personally would like to add “PLEASURE” along with money and above all I felt even ALL MEN had no meaning without WOMEN !!! I had a craze for women, especially their attractive physique.But now I was crazy abt SANDHYA.. I wanna kiss her,hug her,touch her and feel her awesomeness badly..So I decided to propose her the very next day..Bought a beautiful rose and a sweet greeting card and waited in the bus expectin her arrival .She dint come that day. I kept the rose and card deep inside my bag so that my frnds don’t feel bad abt me ,atleast as of now ..Me and my frnzz were playin the ground and she went with another gal crossin us..I was deeply lookin at her and was thinkin on how to give her a signal to meet !! Bt rather she gave a very small n beautiful smile, a smile that oly I cud notice and walked gracefully with her hip makin moves ;) . MANN she was awesome :-) ,,, I was feelin so pleasant and while I was enjoyin a poetic moment my frnd said
“O**a sema item da Ava.. Epdi paakara paaru… Ivala ellam … nalla…. “ and before he made further comment I interrupted…
“Dai… enna da solra.. iva ITEM ah.. ?? “ I asked with much shocked tone.
“Dai,,Idhu whole school kae terium… Nee ivalo late eh iruka…Avala paru da,, avala paathalae terila.. Eppovmae oru maargama daan paapa… Paatha la pasangala paathu epdi smile panitu pora nu “ he said which was even more shocking to me… :’(
So, everyone had noticed that small beautiful smile :’( :’(
“Ippo pudhusa evanayo pudichirka pola..Mrng vera school payan orthan vandhu avala bike la drop panitu ponan… Tha.. Inda madri ponnunga irukaradhu naala daan da, ponnungala kandaalae pudika maataengudhu… Nalla ponungala irundalum, avang mela nambikai vara maataengudhu… Pasanga jolly eh suthunoama… Saraku adichoma..Enjoy pannoma nu irukanum da.. “ he concluded..
I was deeply vexed.I had tears stuck in my eyes though I cried aloud inside.. I took my bag and went near the 2 wheeler parkin and hid behind a tree so that none could see me.Took out the rose and greetind card and tore them apart..Sadness bcame anger.. I felt humiliated.. I cannot accept that A GAL.. after all a GAL, humiliated me.. REVENGE was the only thing looping in my mind..
I pretended as if I knew nothing abt her and continued the bus journey with her. I thot that’s d best way to trap these kinda gals. I decided to speak with her the very next day.So I went to her after getting down 4m the bus..
“Hey.. Sandhya ryt ? “ I asked and gave my trademark smile..
“Ya.. “ she said and gave a positive smile which meant I can talk with her easily.
“Need to talk to u..” I said again with the same smile..
“Yea,, tell me.. “ . Now her smile was even wider.
“Ipo time illa.. Eve pesalama ?”
“Hmmm.. ok.. sure..idae edathla pesalam.. schoo ku ulla vendam “
Hey Terium di !!! Enakum adu daan nalladhu. . I gave a sarcastic smile and said
“Ya ok.. Ur mob num ?? “ I had no hesitation to ask her coz I was very much sure she wud give..
“Hmmmm…:-) “ she smiled yet again and gave her num. .I felt my job was getting much easier than I thot.. So before I leave that place, I thot of addin a final touch to the scene..
“Btw.. U have a very cute smile.. and I LOVE it “ .. I said and left without turnin back to see her how she react .Coz I was very sure she wud be smiling a lot and wud be lookin at me, and ONLY me this tym..These kinda statements are powerful weapons for these gals.They love bein flattered.. Azhaga iruka nu sonna, adhu poi nu terinjalum namma vazhi ku varuvaanga..and I said I LOVE her smile and not I LIKE it..Thats again an added booster..This wud help to have a romantic convo later. Ivanga kitta ellam LIKE eh vida LOVE nu vaartha daan romba use pannum,except I LOVE YOU ;) ;) and btw, I generally don’t use the term cute,sweet anywhere. .But again , for a gal we have no option except to use these terms to them.
SCHOOL gals are generally much VULNERABLE than others..Trappin them is much easier. .2 weeks was sufficient to transfer texting to SEXTING !! Finally decided to take her out for a ride in a car borrowed from my frnd..I went to outskirts of the city to avoid unnecessary probs and also a lonely place was necessary for us..TINTED glass in the car was additional advantage. Stopped the car and looked at her. She was acting as if she dint knw why I stopped the car.. I touched her fingers and held them firmly.. She did not say anything.. I was thinkin on how to proceed further and that’s when she showed her professionalism ;)
“Phone la NALLA pesara.. Naerla onnum pesa maataengra..” she said softly.
“Phone la eppovum nee daana Start panuva.. “I paused which made her smile.. “ Ipovum nee eh start pannu.. PESARAKU.. ;) ;) “
She came closer and thus I too came closer..Each of our lips were waiting for the other to cross the line .. Like playin KABADDI ;) Finally I made a Smooth, sweet and a slow kiss on her lips.. My bottom lip was in between her lips and her top lip was in between mine..Then she did d same and we went on and on kissin for a while..Thn the next step..I kept my hand on her shirt’s button ..Again she remained silent. Slowly I unbuttoned them.She again acted as if she was resisting but it went very further that we DID everythin.. I mean EVERYTHIN.. I don’t wanna spoil the purity of LOVE by tellin tht “We made LOVE “ ;)
Before we did all these I kept a big plastic sheet over the seat to cover them. She asked me why and I said
“Lets not make the seat dirty and wet ;) “
We had much pleasure in real than we had in phone or sms all these days. I jus had sex with her. I did not rape her. Thus I haven’t made my REVENGE yet. I started to think abt the pain I had wen I came to knw that she ll not be my life partner . I was fuming heavily and my anger got increased by many fold..Slowly I took out the knife I had beneath the seat and before she could do anything , I made a cut in her neck .Blood started to flow at a faster rate and one more cut in the neck and she was gone.. I wrapped up the plastic sheet with she lying dead inside and made sure not even a single drop of blood was shed in the car seats. Clean and perfect ! Threw her sim card away and drove the car along with the body to my home and travelled 8 kms away to threw her phone and came back home with the body and buried her in my garden . None knew her that we were in contact . Even if someone knew, it was difficult to trace that I was d one who killed her since she had similar contacts with many such ppl. None had even a small element of doubt on me. I went to the school very next day to avoid even a small doubt. 1 month passed and everythin was normal . Heard even their parents were back to their normal life. She had a yunger sister. So the parents had to save their name and dignity in the society and hence this case became silent after few months. I, meanwhile lived happily with the success of MY REVENGE .. I felt like I was superior to everyone in school. A murder in my bio data felt so powerful . I felt like I have achieved somethin that none wud even try to do !
My dad did not return after 2 yrs as he said.. My college fees was expensive than he thought and he was gettin good promotions every year and thus he wished to stay abroad for few more years which means I have to be alone for few more years. College was new and a fresh atmosphere. . I loved that environment. After Sandhya I never touched a gal. Thus my hands were itchin again . Apo daan I met Priya. She was exactly opp to Sandhya in character. Bt much better than her in looks. Colg la irunda top beautiful gals la ivalum orthi . I liked her so much .I spoke to her 1st time as if am a senior and ragged her. Threatened her to accept my frnd req and was chattin online..Bt later I confessed that I was her batch mate and not a senior. I lied ONLY to have a frndship with her. .Initially she ws angry. I thot she wud BLOCK my profile for doin that..Bt she dint even UNFRIEND me. That’s wen I realized she liked my approach..I preferred to chat with her online than in colg though she insisted to talk in colg. I don’t wnt to kill her, yet I feared something might go wrng..2 months of chattin and a few meetings in colg and we were in a small relationship . We planned to have our 1st date in my home itself. Our regular servant went to his native for a temple func and wud return only after a week . Thus I was free of external troubles.
“Hey.. wat kinda home is this.. See.. it’s a complete messs… Look at ur room…!!! “ She said and was re arranging things…
“Hey..Leave al those.. It’s a GUY’s room.. and also, a BACHELOR’s room.. ;) ;)” I winked at her..
“Ya.. Stil.. Adaan unaku naan irukan la SID “ she said..Yes,SIDHU became SID since I felt SID was even more cool . ;)
“Hey … Vitru da… Servant ll be comin in few more days .. he ll do all the cleanin wrk.. You are my guest and so please get up..lets go to the hall dear :-) :-) … “ I said and took her to the hall holdin her hand..
“Hey shall I prepare something for u to eat…??? Wat u likd to have “ she said pinchin my cheeks..
Wow… Her touch was amazing..The same spark when I collided with Sandhya in the bus happened once again… My whole intention on her changed with her touch..
“I wud like to have u .. ;) ;) .. If u want to prepare anything me for me… Jus get ready ;) ;) I ll have it ;) “ I said and kept both my hands on her soft cheeks,,,
“Chi idiot…. NOTHIN now MR.SID… Ellam Apparam daan…. ;) “ she said… Gosshh wats with that attitude.. Is she from 1980s…I needed her now.. I want her completely.. Right here Right now…
“U crazy gal :-) “ I said and hugged her….
“Sid no.. Leave it.. She said tryin to push me….
I kissed her on her shoulder while tryin to hug her tightly.. I kinda tried to squeeze her in the hug and she pushed me vigorously…
“Hey ..Wat u think abt me ?? Ivalo cheap aanavana neee??Idiot .. “ she screamed and started to leave the house…
Heyyy .. stop talkin.. Thapa pesaadha priyaa…. Enaku adhu pudikala…Stop..Stop.. I was abt to say…She reached almost the door and I hurried back and closed the door
“Hey… wait.. Don’t go.. Ipo naan enna thapu pannan..Both of us love each other.. Why cant we?? Wats wrng in makin love..? And infact I jus tried to hug and kiss u.. Wats so wrng abt that??? “ I asked and tried to be nice.
“Stop tat !!! Nee hug panna try panla.. Kiss panna try panla.. Edo Veri pudichavan madri panna !!! Your hands were in wrng position !!.. I may love u.. bt doesn’t mean I ll do everythin as u expect.. Enna vitru..Adhuku vera aala paaru… Psycho aada neee??? “
Vendam priyaaa…… U r raisin my temper…. En mood maaraku munnadi kelambi poiru..
I closed my fingers tightly and was heldin my nerves..I did not respond to her and stood silent controllin my anger.. She shud have left silently…Bt she dint..
“Psycho…. Go to hell… “ she said and tried to unlock the door to leave.
I released my fingers and dragged her back inside and closed the door..I took her inside and put her on the bed .. She was not that strong to fight with me..So it was easy for me to hit her , slap her and tie her hands..I tied her legss too.. But Not together… Spread her legs and tied them apart so that it wud be comfortable for me. Thus I was back to DOMINATION and raped her !! I hate to say I raped her since my intention was to make LOVE. Yet again I felt the POWER.. A power of being superior .. Superior to women especially !!!
She was cryin deeply with her hands and legs tied !!I took a shower and came back. Untied her and took her out of the bed..She was totally exhausted..She could barely stand..I took the plastic sheet of cover and placed over the bed spread and put her again back to her head..
“Why ??? Why did u do to me?? I neva thot u wud behave so much..Nalla daana da pesina !!!! “ she said in a very weak volume… I held my ear close to her mouth to hear wat she say..
“Naa Naa Naa.. Have u heard of this sayin… Kannal Kaanbadhu poi.. . Kaadhaal kaetpadhu poi…Theera visaaripadhaeee MEI !!! ?? Have u heard of it?? “ I asked her and she lied silent…
“Lemme tell u somethin new of similar genre… Online il chat seidhadhu poi !!!... Online il nee paartha SID um poi .. Nee ippo saga poradhaeee MEI !!! ", I gave a evil laughter and took the knife from the draw and swiped it in her neck once.. She was choking at her verge of death….
“Women are like elephants to me. I like to look at them, but I wouldn't want to own one.
W.C. Fields “
I said as a final word to her and gave one more swipe in her neck… I sealed her in the plastic sheet and waited till dark.. After dark I buried her in the same place as SANDHYA . This time the case went little serious ! I was even brought into investigation ! Planned and polished lies and a clean execution was sufficient enuff to get me outta trouble.. I decided not to be a serial killer coz that was as good as volunteerly surrenderin !!! So I controlled my nerves and was leading a normal life..Years passed.. I even thot I shud not indulge in similar incidents anymore till I saw the girl in my office..Bubbly gal ! None wud hate her..Heard many had approached her for a date and she was not interested in anyone.. I need to have her attention to win her.. So I kept myself very calm and composed..I kept her guessing and curious abt my character. I dint show my interest on her.. Pretended to be very casual .
One eve I made her to stay late along with me though I dint have any work.. I thot today I must take a step to impress her.. I knew she stayed in Jhansi Nagar, which is 2 km from IndiraNagar ,where I stay. So I decided to drop her off in my car and so I asked her abt that when we were havin coffee jus before leavin from office
“Hey Nancy.. Sry for makin u stay back late…”
“That’s ok Sir.. Its my duty.. No issues.. ? “
“Haha..No need of ‘Sir’..U can call me by name .. SIddharth..Or shortly SID..Do I look so old or wat?? “
“Nt at all sir..I mean..Nt at all SID : ) ..
“So how will u go to ur home.. U have ur vehicle ? “
“No.. I ll go by bus,,, “
“Oh.. its getting dark yaar.,. Its not good to travel by bus.Wer s ur hse ?? “
“8 kms 4m here.. Jhansi Nagar..”
“That’s far… and its jus 2 km from where I Stay,IndiraNagar..”
“Oh.. ok.. “ she said..
Its NANCY JOSEPH again
“Well.. u mind me droppin u ??? “ he asked me
“Sirr.. Sry.. I mean.. That’s ok.. I ll take care.. “ I said.. bt if he ask once again am sure am gonna say ’ Yes’ !!
“Hey come on !! It was me who made u stay late.. So its my duty and responsibility to drop u.. I hope coming with me is much safer than travellin by bus this time..The City is bad for gals to travel by bus, that too alone at night.. “ He said
I had no wrds to reply .. I am not sure if he has the same respect for all women ,but I felt he had a lot for me..May be he too had an interest on me.. Bt it dint matter much ! I thot I must respect his offer to help me and above all, he was smart,hot and charming enuff .
“That’s so sweet of u Sid.. Ok lets go.. and Thank u so much “ I said and we left the office in his car.
“So wat do u ppl thnk abt me ?? A new manager to ur team… So u ppl shud have talked abt me a lot.. Like On how I am, etc.. etc… ! “ He asked..
“Hmmmmm… Yeah… : D .. We did.. U seem to be very professional.. You talk only about official matters.. U haven’t spoke in a friendly manner with us.. That’s wat we discuss on.. Bt yea.. U r a good manager indeed.. No doubt on dat… “ I said . .
“Hahaha.. Nice…Nice… “
I liked talkin with him .. So I don’t wanna jus reply to wat he asks..I felt we shud have better conversations too..
“Bt gals talk a lil more abt u… ;) “ I said , but he was not much curious abt that… He gave a short smile and asked in a casual and firm tone..
“OH… wats tat ?? “
“They think u r Smrt, u look cute n handsome too ;) “ I said and looked at his face to see how he react..Again he remained composed.
“Oh..Thank u..Wat do u think ? “ He asked
“Facts cant be denied ryt?? I too belong to the same group who said abt u so ! “ I smiled
“Hahahahaha…. Thanks again “ He said and asked “Hey.. U like music ??? Shall I switch on the player ? “
“Oh yea.. I LOVE it.. I get along with the mood of the music…Music changes the mindset and changes our mood completely.. So whenever I feel down, I hear good music with good lyrics.. They kinda make me feel better… And if I hear a very sad song, even if am very happy… It tends to change my mood :P :P “ I said and laughed.. I don’t knw why I was talkin so much.. I never felt that when I said.. Bt wen I saw the LOOK he gave me when I spoke so much for a simple quest, I felt I need to control my tongue..
“Spot on !! Even I feel the same… MUSIC is a great tool to be happy !!! “ He said . Now I felt little relieved that he dint mistake me. He switched on the player and he was switchin songs under the folder “Ilayaraja Hits” and finally it played “En Iniya pon nilavaee… Pon ninaivil En kanaavae… “
“Awesome song.. “ he said and slowly , gently tapped the fingers on the steering and drove the car smoothly in sync with the music..
“U look kinda modern, cool .. Neva thot u wud hear Ilayaraja Songs… “ I said
“Ilayaraja dint compose music for Tamil ppl alone..Anyone with a normal brain and senses wud be a fan of his music, especially the romantic numbers.. And am no exception to that.. I do hear a lot of englishh songs..Bt that doesn’t mean I moved away from Raja !!! “ He said and I went Awwww.. all I cud do was simply admire him…
“That’s great.. U are awesome.. I guess all of our team mates have a wrng assumption abt u.. U r much different than wat we expected.. “ I said
“Yes.. I am ;) . . Am indeed different from others. . ;) U ll get to knw more abt me in coming days !! “ He said.. That made me even more curious abt him !!!
“So wat do u think abt me ?? “ I asked him
“The quickest way to know a woman is to go shopping with her.
-Marcelene Cox
So.. I think I would decide my opinions on you IF AT ALL we go for a shoppin once ;) “ He said and smiled
“Hahaha… True !!! Am sure one day we ll “ I said… Again, I felt wrng after sayin that… I jus told myself to control the tongue…
We were crossing IndhiraNagar and were jus 2 kms away from place..Now he changed the song to “Ponmeni…Urugudhey….” and looked at me.. This time, the look was different.
“U are so beautiful…” he said and looked at me and started driving a lil slower..
“and u look sexy too.. Ur skirt is just awesome.. Skirts suits u very well.. “He added.. It reminded me of Patrick..
Why are these guys tryin for an OPPORTUNITY always.. I felt..
He did not say this in a casual manner..Ter was indeed a change of tone..And if my GUESS is correct once again, thn he s gonna target my body and not my heart !!
We remained silent until we reachd my place..
“So whre shall I drop u.. “ he asked me stopping the car in the entrance of our area…
“Drop in the second street… 2 kms interior from the entrance.. This entrance is always darker..The street lights here don’t wrk.. its difficult to see even people around !! So pls drop me in 2nd street” I said..
He too drove the car , bt this time it was even more slower.. He drove for 1 km and stopped the car and switched off the ignition..Even the car’s head light was off now. . He kept one hand over my hand and the other on my thigh..Yes, it’s true that a touch in a thigh gives a different feel to a gal.. It induces the emotions !! He thought I too ll get moody by the touch..Bt I felt angry.. He came near to kiss which actually induced my anger and I gave a SLAP in his face and said “Get ur hands off u animal !! “
He again came close to kiss me and I again gave him a slap…He closed his fingers to the palm very tightly and started to breathe faster.. His face was shiverin and he looked exactly like an animal . I tried to get out of the car bt he locked them and he alone got out of the car and went to the back seat. He took out a plastic sheet and spread over the seat and dragged me back .. He was physically stronger and FEROCIOUS that I cudnt fight back..
“Well,skirt did not suit u .. Bt it suits the present situation now ;) .. It kinda makes my job easier.. ;) since I had lotta troubles with jeans earlier.. “ He said and removed his pants . He was literally behavin like a dog , crawling all over me and smellin every part of my body.. He tried to tie my hands while he was trying to connect his THING into MINE..
The best way for a gal to escape from a rape is to ENJOY it !! I felt and said
“Siddharth… Lets do it easy !! I don wanna get hurt… Lets do it simple .. Kashta pada vendam Sidharth “
I said and grabbed his face ,kissed on his lips and kept my lips on his for a while.. He started to relax a bit..His ferociousness decreased a bit after 10-15 seconds of kissing.. Now I removed his shirt and he removed mine. What was expected to be a rape, turned as SEX ! He was fully involved and became ferocious again..
“don’t be wild.. Do it gently.. “ I said…
Bt he dint listen..He was very violent that he was hittin hard and his hands shook the front seat very hard that a knife dropped off from the lower part of the driver seat..Now I realized wat he has actually planned and wat was going to be the END..I also realized the reason for the plastic sheet very soon..He dint notice that the knife has fallen down and was hittin hard with his eyes closed..I sensed an opportunity to escape and tried reachin out for the knife..But it was little far for my reach that I couldn’t grab it..Even the little hope I had was lost..I started to cry and I was hittin the other front seat,in the left where I was sittin so far in anger.. My handbag which was lyin in the seat fell down from the seat and things got scattered from the handbag.. He got back from HITTIN and looked at the knife and grabbed in his hand !!
Why am I not able to live peacefully in this world !!! What did I do to be killed by a psycho rapist..Why do such psychos even exist..LET ME LIVE plss.. LET ME LIVE ..Show me a place to LIVE without any fear and LIVE without these disturbances.. Every gal needs such places.. Let me not get a next birth as a GAL in ths insecure wrld..
All these were going in my mind at the LAST SECOND of my life in this wrld.. He raised his arm holdin the knife to kill me. That’s when I noticed the nail cutter lyin down very much near to my reach..There wud be a small knife inside every nail cutter which wud be folded inside. My nail cutter’s knife is lil loose that it will come out of its position and wud hang down..So as soon as I grabbed the nail cutter , the small knife inside it came out.I quickly got hold of the knife .Anger gave me enough force and strength that I pierced the small knife into his neck before he could kill me.. Glad I hit his neck that he lost control.. Took back the small knife I was holdin in his neck and gave one more shot, a better one with much stronger force enough to defeat him ! He was chokin and jus before he died I said
“A woman's guess is much more accurate than a man's certainty
-Rudyard Kipling”
Finally,he gave his last breath along with his cute smile . I collected all my things that got scattered from the handbag including the nail cutter and got off the car .I switched on the little torch in my mobile and when I raised my mobile a lil , the light rays hit a small board which read ‘JHANSI’ NAGAR – 1st STREET . I looked at the board for a while which gave me the courage to walk from the darker side , in search of LIGHT, a BRIGHTER place to LIVE !!
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